alhamdulillah, i'm back in prague!! setelah 5 hari merantau..byk pengalaman suka duka yg ditempuh terutamanya bila travel dgn budak2 kecil..cukup mengajarku erti kesabaran..kejap2 bergaduh,kejap2 menangis..so,akhirnya aku amek pendekatan utk tdo sepjg perjalann.malas nak layan punya pasal..1st time travel aku byk tdo..sbb selalunya aku lah org yg paling jarang tdo sbb suke tgk pemandangan sepjg perjalanan..tp dek kerana bebudak ni,terpaksa matikan niat..huhu...x dpt bayangkan bila ada anak sendiri nnt...mcm mn agaknya...kena berlatih sabar starting now...i know it's hard but definitely it isn't impossible aite?hehe
bila balik je dr percutian,terus masuk bilik...sunyi je sbb kakak dah balik msia..katanya nak utilise ramadhan di malaysia sbb kat sini suasana ramadhannya x terasa sgt..nnt terawih pun ntah ke mana2..so,pulanglah dia ke ipoh..boleh juga dia study bersama umi dan walid..
then bila masuk bilik,mcm biasalah..aku terus ke laptop..sekali tgk atas meja ada beberapa keping kertas yg penuh dgn amanat kakak...mengalir la juga beberapa titik..terharuuuu..i know i can't get any better person than her to be my buddy..hopefully, my other half can be as good as her or better than that insyaAllah...
pastu ade juga hard disk yg dah dirakam beberapa amanat didalamnya..u see..even die xde dlm bilik ni pun,still sempat tinggalkan bebelannya..eventhough the bebelans are the same thing,but she keep repeating them over n over again because she know what her adik is like..hehe..
the most terharuuu part is when she left a card together with a ticket for my honeymoon where she put that in one of my dress pocket in the wardrobe..i'm like...speechless...she always know what i need eventhough i don't say it out loud..lagi2 la lajuuu 'the lacrimal gland secretion' ku....tp part paling x syok,kad tu dia suh tunggu lepas kawen,baru boleh bukak..baca sama2 dgn my other half..aih, mmg tergugat iman tgk kad tu..curious gila nak tau apa isi kandungannya..apa2pun,kena la jaga amanah org...so.insyaAllah i'll keep this until that day come..
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kakak,u know that i love you so much..u r always here by my side during ups and down..always remind me to get closer to Allah at times when i looked astray..always lend ur 2 ears to listen to my complaints that never end..if i hv to list down one by one what u have done, i will never be able to do that..just one thing i would like to tell the world..u r the best thing that ever happen in my life!! i love you forever..till we meet in jannah insyaAllah..if u are in jannah earlier than me,don't forget to call my name and ask Allah to bring me together with you...and insyaAllah,i will do the same too..that was our promise!
